I am just tired of some people. I know I need to pray for them, but they seem upsetting me on purpose. They damn well know it affects me and I'm just done. I know they are liars and that they don't care about me so why do I even try to help them when I get stabbed in the back. What can I do? I just have to keep trying I guess. I'm just broken. This wears me down. Along with the moving to a new house, changing schools and I'm failing both of my classes since I have no time to study or do my homework. I'm just ready to scream and give up. I want to hide from the world and stay away from everyone. This one person is evil and nasty and spreads a lot of bullshit about us to everyone. I just want to do good in my life and when I try this person find the wrong in it and points it out for all to see and it overshadows the good. I'm lost here. I need God to get me through this.
Father, I pray that you give my family strength to get through this without an awful incindent. I want to pray for her and make her see that I am trying to help and I want to be a good person Lord. I also pray that you keep Tommy and Cody calm through all this. Thank you for all of the blessings we have received.
In Jesus name I pray. AMEN
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